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So, last week, Sheetal stayed back at my place. I was way beyond glad. I love conversing with him. There is some kind of unknown magic in the way he expresses. Undoubtedly, Madhu & Sheetal have a very special place stored for them within me! I guess, not many get to be a gem and thus, we know their true value.

Since quite some time, Sheetal has been insisting that we should watch "the Secret". I had read the book earlier and was impressed but undoubtedly, the film has left me speechless. It has indeed brought out a small change in me. It is growing, and I can sense that!

I've been wondering since that day - what am I doing? Who am I?

On one hand, you need to believe that you are somebody. You are born for a reason...everybody is! On the other hand, you tend to realise, where is that reason that you need to bring out in the public? Things happen for a reason. But, you cant wait till they do, supposedly! You can make them happen and then await the reasons, I guess! I wonder, who are we? When this thought is voiced, friends, strangers, audience get ready to point fingers and say, "What a bore! You've become old!" I still wonder, who I am! For some, I may be a funny, witty fellow who really doesn't like seeing people being off...it puts me off! For some, I may be a rich brat (Dad would kill me!). For some, I would be a complete manager...for a few others, I would be a thorough PR guy. For some, I would be a really loyal friend...always there for others...anytime any place...for some, I would be an annoying guy filled with attitude in loads! For some, I might be interesting...for many, I might be boring! Many hate me for the person I am...a few love me, just the way I do too! Hmmmm...so whom does that leave me to be, finally? I'm equally clueless! I guess I'm just me! I have a few aims and goals in life...I want to achieve them. I love a few people in life...I want to be with them. I admire a few people in life...I want to become like them! All I'm hoping is, I'm just on the right path...walking a few steps ahead, towards all of them!

Its taken Dad 5 full years to get convinced that the lens is what interests me and makes me go in a totally different world! I'm just happy and thankful. Mom knows I'll do something in life...she knows is just the way I do! I dont have much time with me, although they say life is long. But, I guess, I just want to be fast!

Many of them, whom I admire really dont know about my love for them. I just hope, it remains this way, to be honest! "the Secret" is what has inspired me to do a lot! As a start, I'm returning back to expressing myself, once again, through words! Hope, the start doesn't end soon! I had big plans for this blog, for a start...I guess, I just needed that inspiration!

"frames" is what it would be called! And, you would know about it soon... I'm launching "frames" today, as it happens to be an important and special day!!:)

I'm back to "wireless communications" as of now...viva on Monday! Cant crib saying that I hate it...I have to do it!